I have never felt love so strong as when I look into your eyes. When I look deep enough and long enough, it’s like I can feel the strength of my love for you merging with the strength of your love for me and it takes my breath away.


(December 22, 2011)

Graveyard of Memories

There must be a place abandoned memories go. Memories too painful to bear and are forbidden from your internal movie reel. Like cast aways sent out to die on a lonesome raft at sea because they are too weak and frail to stand alone. Only can you really toss them aside forever? Seems these are the ones that will haunt you in your sleep and in times of silent solitude, screaming for attention. Yes. There must be a place for these memories…A graveyard of sorts where respect must be paid, lest we be haunted.


(December 14, 2011)

On Meditation...

Sitting. Feeling silence enfold me. Pushing away the thundering of thoughts that plead for my attention in place of silence. My breath becoming more of a joy than a natural, unthought of occurrence. Each inhale sweeter than the last and each exhale deeper and more honest than the one before it. I feel the air swirl around me, dancing on the energy in its presence. Holding onto the comfort and stillness that is now. Enjoying the solitude in this present moment. Hearing the bells chime…Coming to, feeling the peace and wholeness that I’ve been longing for. Wondering, why don’t I do this more often?


(December 13, 2011)

Answers must dwell in my deepest layers

I’m not sure how you do it.
You strip me naked and rip open my flesh…
Digging around in the deepest layers of me
and ripping me to shreds until I feel raw and broken
and you find the answers that you are looking for.
While it’s happening I feel anger and it borders on hatred and helplessness.
But once it’s over…I can’t be mad.
I can only feel love and appreciation because each time you dig deep into my core, I learn something new about myself.


(originally from December 5, 2011)